Accidental Blasphemy

The woods are lovely
dark and deep

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The Nature of Darkness
By M.L. Tracy, inspired by @suncalf and @dorirosa

As a child, I was never afraid of the dark.

I was afraid of many things
Clowns
“Goosebumps” books
The Haunted Mansion ride at Disneyland
But never darkness, let alone the night.

The other children
Those who ran fearlessly around corners on Halloween
Who watched Chuckie movies without thought
Rode roller coasters
I was surprised to find they feared the dark
And hated the night.

I hated the day
Though I loved school and grass and bikes
The sun always seemed relentlessly burying
Digging
And burrowing and burying

At night my stories were breathed into life by each flaming curl of shadow
Thoughts were weighed and cradled gently
Fears regarded
Carefully

Darkness, my companion.
No it is not sad
Not a resigned retreat with sunken flags and chin to chest

But a long and endless river
A thousand loving caresses
Currents in the tide of night.

Reliable, my love
Where there is no place I can reach
Reach emptiness and passing

Rather,
Not a hair on my arm isn’t embraced intimately
Knowingly
And lovingly.

Darkness,
Definition

The mother who has never left me-
Even that great eye of fire flaming in the heavens
Turning and burning
Subject
And weight
Cannot part her from me

She reaches from under tables and trees and cars
To run her finger down my passing ankle
So I shiver,
turn and look
Know my Mother, puddled along the asphalt
She is thinking of me
Loving me and feeling me

How warm her breasts and infinite her heart
More than the skies and space and thought
But she cares for me.

Look now for Mother.
Her touch traced down your spine.
She beckons

What nature of darkness
To know you are loved [Rough draft, 1st draft]

Filed under The Nature of Darkness prose free form Writing Writing/FanFiction suncalf dorirosa darkness night

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cumbermums:

iru-hime:

weird-happenings:

dorirosa:

suncalf:

what if you were in bed tonight and you were really lonely and sad and you were lying with your arm hanging out over the edge of the bed into the darkness and just as you were going to sleep, the darkness reached out and held your hand

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i made a thing

This is beautiful.

I cried

I love this. The darkness is usually portrayed as something sinister but I think it’s beautiful.

I’ve always felt darkness- especially night- was a companion, a comforter, a sympathizer. Thank you for this.

(Source: lupercos, via heimdall-keeper-of-the-bifrost)

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psiongamma:

darklordmeowmix:

a-cumberbatch-of-cookies:

prettyarbitrary:

nuedvixx:

blusterousiris:

Robyn Lawley, Jada Sezer, and Gabi Gregg for Swimsuits For All. 

😻😻

Now THIS is how you sell a fucking bikini.

WHAT WHAT LEGIT CHUBBY GIRLS IN ADS?! NOT JUST HOLLYWOOD CHUBBY BUT FOR REALS CHUBBY THANK YOU BLESS

Perfect!!

my favorite part about this ad is that it’s just a bikini ad, not a ‘plus size bikini’ ad

^^^^^that

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tyleroakley:

tiktok-itsaclock:

fiftyshadesofugly:

We just got our yearbooks and these are my fav quotes

I KEPT THINKING I HAD A FAVORITE AND THEY JUST KEPT GETTING BETTER AND BETTER

senior quotes are the new text post

wtf, I don’t remember senior quotes being so awesome in ‘09 when I graduated…though they did let us enter our own superlatives so I elected myself, “Most likely to become a crazy cat lady” and it got in the year book. I’m dead serious and delighted. (“England was my class…”!! Lol I luv that kid!)

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gotta-love-supernatural:

#and you can just tell from that look on his face that he’s thinking #’it was always me. #i’m the disappointment. #i was never smart enough or fast enough or brave enough. #i didn’t protect you when i was supposed to. #i didn’t follow orders. #i let you out of my sight and you ran away. #i’m the bad son. #you’ll always be his favorite.’ #FUCK THIS SHOW #to me you are perfect

I don’t understand why this show doesn’t think ripping my heart out of my chest is enough. They continue to stab it over and over.

Maybe a secret society of psychologists push shows like this and Sherlock and Doctor Who so people have to go to therapy

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